I'm drawing a blank these days. I think that's called writer's block or something like that.
Perhaps this is just how life is... it cycles.
There are times of creativity, times of productivity, times of introspection, times of contemplation, times of application, and the list goes on.
Each of these has it's purpose.
It's nice to step back and really take a look at things... gain perspective... wonder.
Ask what if? and why?
Stay in the indecision for a while, stay uncomfortable for a while, it's all part of the growth process that we all go through. (yeah, everyone goes through a growth process, but not everyone is aware of their growth process, open your eyes)
We complicate life so much.
We expect too much from ourselves.
We expect too much from others.
We expect too much from God.
If we really knew Him, we would have no other expectation than to love Him, like He loves us.
God created us for him.
He's not a Genie or Magician that answers our requests in the form of prayers.
He's not something I add to my life, schedule in, make time for.
We are part of His creation, His purpose, His plan.
Donald Miller put it ever so wonderfully when he wrote "If I have a hope, it's that God sat over the dark nothing and wrote you and me, specifically, into the story, and put us in with the sunset and the rainstorm as though to say, Enjoy your place in my story. The beauty of it means you matter, and you can create within it even as I have created you." (from his book "A Million Miles In a Thousand Years")
So where are you in the cycle?
Where are you with God?
What are you creating in God's story?
Why do you do what you do?